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为一个处女座的人，我要说的是，我很乱。
这可能会让你有些意外，因为处女座一直被人们视为是整洁、有纪律性的星座。
然而，事实上，我们也会有自己的乱糟糟的一面。
首先，我得承认，我有点强迫症。
我喜欢把自己的东西整理整齐，让它们按照一定的规则排列。
但是，我的问题在于，在忙碌、杂乱的生活中，我常常会失去控制。
一些开放式的事情会导致我失去平衡，从而使我开始变得有些心烦意乱。
我可能会把所有的衣服都洗掉，然后把它们都挂好，但是当工作和其他生活任务开始堆积起来时，我的整齐的衣柜就很快变得一团糟。
同样的，我的书桌可能会有时刻是光洁整齐的，但有时候也会变成一个乱糟糟的堆积区。
我的笔记本电脑上有数不清的未完成的文件和文件夹，有时让我觉得有点不知所措。
但是，请不要误解我的懒惰或者不负责任，我实际上相当自律。
我的一个习惯是每晚会写一份待办清单，把所有要完成的任务都列出来。
这给了我一种排除混乱的感觉。
我也喜欢利用周末或者空闲时间来整理和清理我的生活空间。
但是随着时间的推移，情况往往变得越来越复杂，我很难跟上。
我认为，在这个乱世中将好的东西同起伏不定的日常生活衔接起来是非常重要的。
作为处女座，我喜欢与众不同，并希望自己的生活有一定的秩序，确定性和安全感。
但这并不总是容易的。
所以我也是需要注意自己的弱点，不断完善自己的整理方法。
只有这样，我才能找到生活的平衡点，保持自己心灵的脆弱和稳定。
In English: As a Virgo, I have to admit that I am quite messy. This may come as a surprise to some, as Virgos are often seen as tidy and disciplined zodiac signs. However, in reality, we also have our messy side. First of all, I have to admit that I am a bit of a perfectionist. I like to keep my things organized and tidy, making sure they are arranged according to a certain rule. However, my problem is that I often lose control in busy and messy life. Some open-ended things can make me lose balance, which makes me start feeling a bit restless. I may wash all my clothes, hang them nicely in my closet, but when work and other life tasks start piling up, my neat closet quickly becomes a mess. Similarly, my desk may sometimes be clean and tidy but sometimes become a messy pile. My laptop has countless unfinished files and folders, which sometimes make me feel a bit overwhelmed. But please don't misunderstand my laziness or irresponsibility, I am actually quite disciplined. One of my habits is to write a to-do list every night, listing all the tasks to be completed. This gives me a sense of eliminating chaos. I also like to use weekends or free time to organize and clean my living space. However, as time goes by, the situation often becomes more complicated, and I find it hard to keep up. I think it is important to connect good things with the ups and downs of everyday life in this messy world. As a Virgo, I like to be different and want my life to have a certain order, certainty, and security. But this is not always easy. Therefore, I also need to pay attention to my weaknesses, constantly improve my organizing methods. Only in this way can I find the balance point of life, maintain my fragile and stable mind.